Page 20 of 366: Came to a realization.
Did you ever get that feeling before, that admirable feeling that makes your day light and easy, then all of a sudden it’ll vanish like the stars when the sun is about to rise? It’s very disappointing, but this feeling helped come to a realization for today.
Yes, you should fight for the one you love, chase them, don’t ever let them go when you find them. But what if it’s only one a side fight? She is telling you she likes/loves you but her actions shows otherwise. Would you still go on, or would you let it go? What if you have done everything you could but she is constantly pushing you away?
Sometimes you need to stop chasing people to see if they really care about you, if they’ll chase you back once you got tired in your pursuit, but the scary part is when that person didn’t even care. But you can’t always let yourself get hurt, do not be a masochist, you need to respect and treat yourself better, love yourself first before some can love you back. And maybe you are chasing the wrong person, what if the right one is the one that has been there for you all along?
Yes, you should fight at first, fight for your love, but if you feel like you are already losing the battle, then stop and reflect, then decide whether you’re going to continue the fight or you would just let it go?
Sometimes, there are things that are better if you let them go.
